Adelaide's Attempts

Yesterday, I did something that scared me in a good way. I took myself on a hiking day trip. I wanted to connect more with nature so I did. I listened to what I wanted and it was totally worth it! Views from my drive to Enchanted Rock I got up at 6 in the morning , got dressed, and did my Bible study. This week has all been about prayer and that you don't have to make it a formal thing. You best believe that I was sitting there telling God that I could not end up on an episod

The past few weeks have been a whirlwind of really hopeful highs and really life-sucking lows. The best thing though has been my amazing friendships. This is a post just for my people who got me. To my students, thank you for the distraction and the laughs. Y'all make every day just a little bit better and a little bit easier. Without y'all, this month would have completely drained me, but y'all keep me going. I see the ways that y'all hype me up and I appreciate all of it. I

I have learned a lot about myself since September 24th and I need to put it down somewhere so that someday I can look back and remember how far I have made it. This is post for us, for me, and for you. It is celebrating growth and mourning who I was because unfortunately/fortunately she is gone. I was a mess and a child. I had forgot parts of who I was because I was scared of being alone. I loved intensely, but also cut people off intensely. Everything was drastic and then I